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Hesitation

March 25, 2013

It’s only 1AM!  For once.  I’m usually up until 3AM writing this.

Erika Wennerstrom and I would be best friends.  I’m on a huge Heartless Bastards kick.  I’ve listened to Arrow for the past hour and a half I think.

But I digress.

I’m not even sure what to write about.

We had rehearsal tonight.  We have a very special guest for our upcoming shows.  She’s a guest because she’s not quite in the band (yet).  We want to do these shows and then decide on what to do.  My past is making me hesitant with giving out an immediate invitation.

To make it sound really dramatic, I’ve been abandoned by singers twice.  I think that warrants me some hesitation with this situation.  I’m legitimately worried that I’d be putting myself in the exact situation that I want to avoid, but I could be wrong.  This time could be different because everyone’s different.  But I’m not sure I’ll fall for that one.

My eyes are going crazy.  I need to sleep.