Amy Mantis


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"Woulda, coulda, shoulda - don't worry about it. You're fine."

I caught up with my mentor today.  It had been a while.  He asked what I've been up to and what I'm going to be up to.  In the midst of our conversation, I mentioned how I should have started singing years ago.  He waved off my should, "Woulda, coulda, shoulda - don't worry about it.  You're fine."

Woulda coulda shoulda - those don't help.  Actually doing one of the woulda coulda shouldas is what helps.

It's not too late.  Trust me.

This Thing Works

March 8, 2013

Another wonderful quote from my mentor is, “You can make this work with anybody.”

That was in regards to our first drummer leaving the band.

Turns out he was right.  And he was right about that in regards to other musicians in the band.

I wrote a song last year called This Thing Works.  This Thing Works is a little ditty I wrote revolving around the realization that no, sorry, Pete, it’s the song, not that the singer that makes the music move along.

I’ll share the song someday soon.

What Good is Doubt?

January 27, 2013

I recently told my mentor I’ve been doubting myself.  I didn’t come out and say it, but he knew what I was saying.  He probably only had to look at me to know what I was saying.

Doubt.  It’s something we all experience.  Even me.  And I’m arguably the most confident person I know.  I have my moments.  Recently there have been many moments that would make most people fill up with doubt, pack it up, and walk away.  I didn’t get anywhere near the latter two steps, but I’ll be honest and admit that doubt has seeped into me a bit lately.  Well, I should say it had been seeping into me a bit lately because I’ve shaken it off now.  Thanks to many people including but not limited to Alex Hartley, Brian Packer, and my mentor who shall remain anonymous (although if you know me at all personally you know exactly who I’m referring to).

What good is doubt?  I don’t think it does any good.  My recent experiences seem to support that claim.  Doubt is a slippery slope.  It leads towards the pity party which I despise.

There’s a difference between doubting your work and being unsure of your work.  Often times I don’t like a song the first go round, but I don’t doubt it or my abilities.  I take myself out of the equation after I’ve written it because nine times out of ten, I’m going to hate it.  Then I’m quickly reassured.  But that isn’t doubt.  If I doubted the song, I probably wouldn’t have brought it to the band in the first place.

So don’t doubt.  It’s okay to be unsure of things.  I have no idea what’s going on half of the time, but that’s okay.  As long as I don’t slide down the slope known as doubt, I’ll be okay.

And so will you.